Sometimes a reunion can be a
gathering of people, but at other times it can be a gathering up of one’s life.
by Christina Carson
She
had chosen the table by the coffee shop’s front window, small square panes now
aglow with the light of morning. Though the air was filled with the sumptuous
aroma of the day’s first fresh pot of coffee, it was not the hour she’d have
chosen for this meeting with the past, but he had mentioned a plane he was
catching later in the day, so morning was best. Stranger still was her agreeing
to this meeting at all. Hadn't she always been the one who’d said reunions of
any sort, no never? Actually, she had said never, ever. Let’s face it, if you
walked off from someone without a backward glance fifty years ago and no
contact since that moment why would you imagine either of you well served by
meeting now? But strangely, here she sat waiting on a classmate of some fifty
years back. This was stupid. This was insane. She stated to push her chair back
and gather her purse and book. She’d write a note, leave it with the young man
making the coffee. Quickly, she scouted through her pockets for a pen that
would write on a napkin. Her fountain pen was of no use, and her writing tablet
pages were sewn in. With her head down and her attention now focused in the
dark inner reaches of her purse, she didn't notice him standing at the door
looking directly at her, his face softened by the whirl of memories flooding
his mind.
When
he noted her frantic search, he stopped and leaned against the door jamb, arms
folded, one foot casually in front of the other. His eyes crinkled with the
smile that was deepening on his face. He waited.
When
she paused for a second to raise her head and search for a barista, her gaze
flash over him and slammed to a stop about five feet further on. Slowly she
retraced her path and sat staring at him. Her embarrassment showed on her
face, and her eyes, those beautiful dark eyes glinting in the morning light, they too acknowledged being caught in the act. He mouthed, “You can’t run. You
can’t hide.” Words that took her back
decades with the speed of light such that in that moment his hair was its usual
dark brown and his face abloom with youth. Is
that possible, she wondered. She shook her head slightly to clear her
vision and then felt the youthful sense of impertinence that possessed her back
then come within reach. It grounded her. She dropped her panic and boldly met
his gaze as she had routinely done so many times in those years of long ago. He
pushed off the door frame and walked slowly to her table, his eyes never
leaving hers.
Her
only thoughts as he came near were, how
could I have forgotten?
She
was confused as he sat down, because she still felt caught somewhere between
then and present day. Before her sat a man who felt like he still lived in the
prime of youth. The sensation was so powerful she kept thinking she even saw
him as a young man. She glanced at the backs of her hands and noticed they were
still old. She chuckled to herself thinking, it doesn't seem to be transforming me. Neither said anything for
what seemed forever. She knew what was keeping her speechless, but she had no
idea what was going on across the table. He’d always been fascinating that way.
He was what her mother used to call a dangerous man.
“Why
did you want to meet me?” she finally asked.
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